Well here is the latest update on my husband, we spent the new year in the hospital. He got an infestion in the IV site and he was amitted on new years eve, and as of today he is still in there. He is driving me crazy with his mood swing, at time like now i would love to rip his head off. He is nice as he can be to the doctors and nurses but with me he treates me like dirt. He tells me that he don't want anything to do with me and that i have just left him in the hospital. He hangs up on me and wont talk to me, the only way i can get information about his condition is though the nurses and the doctors, because he will not tell me anything. He has said that he was going to tell them not to tell me anything. I am the only suppost system he has, I have ask him number of times to not to treat me like this, but it don't sink in. The other day he had me so upset and scared that i was jumping up and down in the middle of my livingroom and trying to pull my hair out because i could not take it anymore. I just don't get it, one minute he can be as sweet as he can be and the next i am ready to kill him because of the way he treats me. I don't know if i am going to be able to handle the mood swings. I have him taking depression meds already, i might try and talk to his doctor and see what they say. I love him with all my heart, but i can't take this and i don't know what to do any more, it is like walking on egg shells very time he goes in the hospital. And he might get to come home tomorrow or the next and he is suppost to go back in, in about two weeks and it will start all over again. I am contstunally a nervest wreck.
Thanks for letting me vent again, but this the only way i can get things off my chest that other people knows what i feel like.