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Neil Willens posted a statusIt has been over 12 years since my ltx and the time has flown by and I've been blessed with mostly good health. I remember when I first decided to make the conscious decision to live my life on immuno-suppressive medicine. I figured this was a necessary evil, even though sometime down the road, sooner or later, there would be the piper to pay. The MI I had back in 2011 was just a bump in the road and I've been fine, working out as necessary to maintain the improvements in my body's health once a pair of stents were in place in my coronary arteries. Then this past summer, someone at my annual transplant visit suggested I have an ultrasound scan, "just because" we've not seen what's going on inside you for a number of years. Radiology reported something in the right kidney which necessitated a CT and then a CT with contrast die to clearly define what they identified as a renal cell carcinoma. The pathology report from the frozen section showed clear margins, but within a couple of weeks, the report from the permanant slides that there were carcinoma cells in the margins. Then it was a case of what to do next. While meeting my kidney surgeon at his office2 weeks post op, which was about 4 days after I'd stopped using the pain medicine, he told me this and the first thing I said was "I'll run the two blocks to the hospital and meet you at the OR. You book the case and I"ll wait for you to remove the remainder of that kidney." He said "Hold on. There's no need for more surgery." He assured me that the numbers in favor of avoiding a return of a tumor were in my favor and if it did come back, it would be in that same kidney and they could always go get it again. After I shared this with my daughter, the thirty something attorney, she did some research and told me: Dad, you need to speak with your liver tx surgeon and tell him you want to be taken off the Prograf which enabled this cancer to grow in the first place and switch to Rapamune."' She referenced the research she'd rad on the UNOS site and I checked it out. The difference is that Rapamune will allow my body's T-cells to engage the cancer cells and a side effect of the medicine is that it prevents new blood vessels from forming, which would do a fine job of starving a tumor of its nourishment and ability to grow. (New adage: Feed a cold, starve a cancer.) I met with my ltx doctor and he agreed this was the best course of action for me. So, today was my first day on the new drug, having stopped the old one yesterday. It's been 12 hours without any noticeable side effect, which is great because the list of those is quite long. At first, i was concerned, then thought back to the length of the list of side effects that comes with Prograf, and had to chuckle when I again realized that this stuff I take to preserve my life can kill me. Some days, one just has to laugh at the reality of being a transplant recipient and enjoy the gift.
Of course, I may have to quickly get off Rapamune if I break a bone or have a physical injury or surgery, which would require my body to produce new blood vessels to enhance circulation when and where needed. For now, my job is to have none of the side effects as imaginary symptoms as I look forward to the next 12 plus years with this perfectly healthy liver of mine and nurse along the kidneys to last at least as long. And being aware of poetic irony, I'm also being very careful driving and crossing the streets as a pedestrian. LOL. Yep, life's like that.
Posted on September 20, 2012 at 10:59pm 2 Comments 1 Like
The doctor's office phoned,
seeking to set me an appointment.
First, the ultrasound results were back.
Now, he must discuss my MRI results.
As leaves turn, so do my thoughts,
of meteorological stages
that mirror the seasons of my life.
Budding time is past and I've matured by degree.
The past I've measured, on occasion, by minutes,
often by weeks and months.
Now, as I look back on the current…
ContinuePosted on July 26, 2011 at 1:15pm 0 Comments 0 Likes
Weeping Willow
When the weeping willow whips around
And the creaking eaves screech their eerie sound,
My haunting memories and fears abound
And my thoughts return to that hallowed ground.
Had I not planted that tree in my youth,…
ContinuePosted on March 27, 2009 at 7:03pm 2 Comments 0 Likes

Posted on December 31, 2008 at 6:00am 2 Comments 0 Likes
I have gone.
I will age no more.
Now, you live.

A. Front said… Thanks :)

A. Front said… It's the soul and the eye. I'm not really the photographer of the family, that's my husband. But I paint and draw.
Any medium will play the part, art's created through the heart :0
I find nature helps to connect us to beauty, serenity and the real world that does not need words.

Bobbiejo Winfrey said… Thank you so much for being so generous in sharing your talent with me. It is especially appreciated because I am not within walking distance to any parks or any buses that might could take me there. I cannot drive a car, and my parents do not feel good with me going out to walk by myself because I am so thin and underweight. It helps to be able to have some way to connect myself to the many beauties of the world. You connect well with your subject matter and almost make me feel as if I was there or make me wish so. Thank you again and again. It means so much to one limited by physical distance and strength. I think this makes my senses more sensitive or it is you bringing it out in me.
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Marina said… 
Hi Neil:
I have been enjoying your beautiful flower photos. Please join my group of "Transplant Creativity" and share them their. They are just beautiful and stunning. Thank you for sharing some of the joys of summer and mother nature.
Hugs and blessings, Karen
Sue R. said… Congratulations Neil on your 11 year anniversary!!! It's so nice to hear you are doing well and enjoying your gift. We are all very blessed. Wishing you many more filled with new adventures, much happiness, lot's of love and laughter. Thanks for sharing your beautiful pictures. Your flowers brightened my day with all the sharp colors.

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